Odd

Let me just start off saying it's been a very odd week or so to say the least.  I did receive my punishment for not losing weight last week and it was a simple but effective punishment.  Five more days tacked onto to my already lengthy chastity sentence.  This week I lost one pound, she lost 4, so that currently has me, in addition to the five added days, looking at a February 8th release date.  Though I do have a reward coming this week!!  She did ask me what I wanted for Christmas this year and I said an orgasm.  She got a nasty grin on her face and promptly said, sorry, those have been sold out.  I thought it was worth a try.

Now, back to the oddness.  Last week we discussed a lot of things in regard to cuckolding, and even setup a potential date which did not go as plan in that well, we were stood up.  Go figure.  More oddness is that as of late, I'm actually struggling a little bit with my submissive.  I'm striving to do my best, and serve that beautiful deserving wife to the best of my abilities, but as of late it's been more work on my part which hasn't been the case to this point.

I've spent some time thinking about that, OK, a lot of time thinking about that and I think I know why.  She works a lot of long hard hours, with varying shifts,  where I tend to have a more 8-5 Monday through Friday kind of job.  What that equates to sometimes is lack of intimacy.  I don't necessarily mean the sexual kind either.  We do not get a lot of time together on occasion and when we do, it is usually late in the evening.  That equates to us not getting to spend a lot of quality time together rather it's just cuddled up on the couch watching TV, sitting and talking or of course, something much more involved.  When you add the chastity and the issues that come with that, the need I have for closeness with her grows stronger and stronger and that is why I think I'm struggling just a bit at the moment.  Hopefully things will slow down here soon and we can have that quality time that I know we both want so much.

Busy busy busy

Well here we are a week since my last post.  Things have been pretty busy around here which has taken away from my time to keep this updated.  The biggest part was that my lovely Wife has created a set of rules for me to follow which include taking care of things around the house such as chores, dinners, etc.  The list included quite a few chores and they must be done before her days off so it puts me under a time crunch.  This past week was the first week this was expected so trying to get them all done to her satisfaction kept me going.  Now that I've got that first week out of the way, I think I can time things better to ensure I'm using my time more wisely!

This is also Monday which means it was weigh in day.  She was down another two pounds, that has upped my time without an orgasm to 37 days.  I'm at 27 days since my last one.  As for me, I dropped a pound so that means another of her rewards will hopefully be forthcoming!  If so, I'm sure I'll share the fun on here.  Speaking of her, she now has her own blog as well for anyone interested at http://mistressbrieanna.blogspot.com (I have a link over on the right).

I've been putting off discussing on here the conversations her and I had a couple of weeks ago.  So I guess I'll at least mention it now.  The topic of cuckolding had come up.  While we have used the thought of her having a lover numerous times in our fantasies together, we of course have never done that.  To this point, we are still just casually discussing it with no plans to move forward with it right now.  There are obviously lots of things that could go right or wrong while traveling down that road so we are in no hurry to start that adventure.  With that said, I'll continue to live off the fantasy I have of watching someone else make love to that beautiful wife of mine.  I can live with that!