Odd

Let me just start off saying it's been a very odd week or so to say the least.  I did receive my punishment for not losing weight last week and it was a simple but effective punishment.  Five more days tacked onto to my already lengthy chastity sentence.  This week I lost one pound, she lost 4, so that currently has me, in addition to the five added days, looking at a February 8th release date.  Though I do have a reward coming this week!!  She did ask me what I wanted for Christmas this year and I said an orgasm.  She got a nasty grin on her face and promptly said, sorry, those have been sold out.  I thought it was worth a try.

Now, back to the oddness.  Last week we discussed a lot of things in regard to cuckolding, and even setup a potential date which did not go as plan in that well, we were stood up.  Go figure.  More oddness is that as of late, I'm actually struggling a little bit with my submissive.  I'm striving to do my best, and serve that beautiful deserving wife to the best of my abilities, but as of late it's been more work on my part which hasn't been the case to this point.

I've spent some time thinking about that, OK, a lot of time thinking about that and I think I know why.  She works a lot of long hard hours, with varying shifts,  where I tend to have a more 8-5 Monday through Friday kind of job.  What that equates to sometimes is lack of intimacy.  I don't necessarily mean the sexual kind either.  We do not get a lot of time together on occasion and when we do, it is usually late in the evening.  That equates to us not getting to spend a lot of quality time together rather it's just cuddled up on the couch watching TV, sitting and talking or of course, something much more involved.  When you add the chastity and the issues that come with that, the need I have for closeness with her grows stronger and stronger and that is why I think I'm struggling just a bit at the moment.  Hopefully things will slow down here soon and we can have that quality time that I know we both want so much.

Punishment Coming and Other Things

Well Monday has come and gone.  She gained a few and I stayed the same meaning I didn't lose meaning at some point I have a punishment coming. Ya me.  Not.  After this weeks weigh in my next orgasm is now scheduled for the very near future date of Jan. 29.  (much sarcasm). 

It has been nearly three weeks now since my last one, and I'm starting to slide into that spot where I find myself being overly submissive, incredibly horny, and dying to orgasm.  Oh such sweet agony.  My condition has been both helped and worsened by quite a bit of pleasuring my beautiful wife as of late.  There is nothing I like more than getting to pleasure her in any way she wants.  Hearing her orgasm almost makes me forget my lack of the same.  Life is good at that very moment!

On another note, I mentioned quite some time ago that her and I have been having discussions around something I wasn't quite ready to post about.  Well those discussions went quiet for some time but have returned with a vengeance.  As some might have guessed, it was around the world of the hot wife/cuckolding lifestyle.  We have discussed this many times over the years and has been a fantasy we used in our sex life for a long time, but I think  fantasy and reality are about to collide. 

She has begun to actively look to find someone to share our bed with.  I am still not quite sure where this will end up, but the train whistle has blown and the wheels are starting to move and we are slowly leaving the station.  I am sure I'll have a lot more to say about this in the coming days and weeks as we discuss things more and we both get our thoughts wrapped around all of this.  Ready or not here we go!