I lost a pound this week so I got my reward. My lovely Queen spent the evening mercilessly teasing me and then said she wanted to take a shower and have me wash her hair and body. Ahhh, my gorgeous Wife naked. How could any man say no to that? So off to the shower we went. While I soaped up her long hair she continually stroked my penis, which by the way, I had absolutely no problems having a very hard erection this time out of the cage! After her hair, I next was able to wash those lovely breasts, between her legs, her cute ass, all the way down to her feet. A terrific moment to lather that body up completely.
After she was good and clean and well rinsed, she started to really stroke me. Faster and faster, bring me to that edge once more and stopping. This lasted all night. Well it felt like all night, but was probably more like five minutes. She grasped me in her hand one last time and pumped me until I was right there, no turning back and she stopped. I could do nothing but moan as my cum poured out of my penis. Notice I didn't say spurted, because as you may well have guessed she once more expertely ruined another orgasm. She wasn't done though, the load of cum leaking out of me was caught in her hand only to have me lick her clean of every drop. So, was that a reward or torture? I guess a little of both, but you can bet I didn't complain too much! I do so love that woman. Every torment she provides is well worth it.
She wasn't done yet. Once out of the shower, I found myself lying across the bed on my back and without warning her warm moist mouth was around me. I thought I had died. It felt sooo good to have that. Something I've dearly missed. She is very good with her mouth and in seconds I was once more hard as a rock. That hardness is what she was after because as soon as she had me there she was moving her body over me and sitting her sweet pussy onto my penis. All I could think of when she did that was the old Batman TV show with the "booms", and "pows". She felt so good. I of course twenty days into being denied had absolutely no stamina, so she teased me over and over again, sliding up and down on me, and stopping precisely when she knew she needed too.
After a long session of her riding me like that and teasing me and herself I think, I found myself between her legs, licking her, tasting her, and pleasing her with my tongue. All in all. A perfect night.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Monday, October 22, 2012
Just Another Day
Weigh in Monday! I lost another pound so hopefully a reward in my near future. As for her, she stayed the same so no more days added to my total number of days till my next orgasm, at least for this week!
Other than that, things have been quiet around the 'ol homestead as she has been working and I've been fairly busy as well. That's not to say she doesn't find time to tease me and get me worked up from time to time because she definitely finds ways of ensuring that happens.
As for the life in chastity, it seems to have its highs and lows. One minute I'm doing Ok and the next I'm fit to be tied, even when I'm not around her. I shift down there and I'm instantly reminded I'm caged and suddenly want to rip it off. It doesn't take much to flip the "crazy" switch for me right now.
As for the conversation I mentioned in my last post that her and I have had off and on lately, I think I will hold off a little longer before I discuss that here because quite frankly, I'm not sure where my head is with that yet, so I'd rather blog about that when my thoughts are clearer and maybe after we have talked things through more. Until then, I'll sit here and stew awhile. Night all.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Heaven
Eighteen days since my last full orgasm. It's been eighteen days, but last night I got a taste of Heaven. She removed my cage and spent a some time softly teasing me while she watched television. It felt so damn good to be out of that device and to feel her hand on my penis as she stroked it and it could actually get hard. Though not as hard as you'd expect (more on that in a minute). After the teasing and her show was over, she removed her clothes, and laid next to me and then took me into her mouth. God did that feel so good. But it wasn't Heaven. That was coming next Heaven that is, not me. After expertly sucking me and bringing me right to the edge, she stopped and climbed up my body and straddled me. Heaven, for the first time in well over a month, I felt the heat of her pussy on my penis. Heaven as it slowly slid inside her. I swore I heard angels sing when she finally sank all the way down onto me. Heaven.
It only took a few strokes of her very wet and hot pussy to bring me right to the point of no return. She stopped. I don't know how she timed it so close. Over and over she rode me like that. Though it felt like Heaven there was a touch of Hell as she stopped each time I got close. I'd take that Hell any day for the chance to feel her wrapped around me like that. Heaven.
After the Heaven and Hell ride of my life, she slid off of me and told me it was time to worship her pussy with my tongue. Though I really hated to feel the warmth and wetness of her leave my penis, there is absolutely nothing I love more than to get the chance to taste her and pleasure her with my mouth. She tastes absolutely wonderful and I cherish every chance I get to taste her and please her.
Tonight she wouldn't orgasm from my tongue. Tonight she wanted something else. Occasionally she gets the urge to have me take her anally while she uses her vibrator on her clit. Tonight was one of those nights. A condom, some lubrication, and I was working myself into her. Once I was in her it literally only took her a minute to explode with a very powerful orgasm. There is nothing like listening to her when she orgasms. I absolutely love it. Luckily for me it only took a minute because there was no way I could have lasted more than that inside of her. I struggled mightily not to cum as it was. And with that, our play for the night swiftly came to an end. There was some discussions we had during all of that which is something that has been talked about off and on during the week. I think I'll save that for another post.
Now, I mentioned at the top of the post about not being as hard as expected. I say that because well, I'm not getting as hard as I normally do when that aroused. I don't know exactly what's going on. I'm thinking maybe it's the extended time caged up and my mind isn't letting me get the raging erection I normally do or what. A little worrisome from my point of view. With that said though, I'm getting hard enough, it's just not as hard as I was used to before this all began. Interesting to say the least. I'll have to do some reading to see if others have experienced that. And with that, I'll come to a close. Later all........
It only took a few strokes of her very wet and hot pussy to bring me right to the point of no return. She stopped. I don't know how she timed it so close. Over and over she rode me like that. Though it felt like Heaven there was a touch of Hell as she stopped each time I got close. I'd take that Hell any day for the chance to feel her wrapped around me like that. Heaven.
After the Heaven and Hell ride of my life, she slid off of me and told me it was time to worship her pussy with my tongue. Though I really hated to feel the warmth and wetness of her leave my penis, there is absolutely nothing I love more than to get the chance to taste her and pleasure her with my mouth. She tastes absolutely wonderful and I cherish every chance I get to taste her and please her.
Tonight she wouldn't orgasm from my tongue. Tonight she wanted something else. Occasionally she gets the urge to have me take her anally while she uses her vibrator on her clit. Tonight was one of those nights. A condom, some lubrication, and I was working myself into her. Once I was in her it literally only took her a minute to explode with a very powerful orgasm. There is nothing like listening to her when she orgasms. I absolutely love it. Luckily for me it only took a minute because there was no way I could have lasted more than that inside of her. I struggled mightily not to cum as it was. And with that, our play for the night swiftly came to an end. There was some discussions we had during all of that which is something that has been talked about off and on during the week. I think I'll save that for another post.
Now, I mentioned at the top of the post about not being as hard as expected. I say that because well, I'm not getting as hard as I normally do when that aroused. I don't know exactly what's going on. I'm thinking maybe it's the extended time caged up and my mind isn't letting me get the raging erection I normally do or what. A little worrisome from my point of view. With that said though, I'm getting hard enough, it's just not as hard as I was used to before this all began. Interesting to say the least. I'll have to do some reading to see if others have experienced that. And with that, I'll come to a close. Later all........
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Pushing my Buttons
Day fifteen and the frustration builds and builds. It simply doesn't help that she continues to find more ways to get me worked up. She has surprised me many times with that gift. Last night was a perfect example. She knows I get very turned on by the thought of her being with someone else. As I said in my last post we've never done that but we've discussed it and of course she has used stories like the other night to work me up.
Then she comes along last night with a simple story, no sex involved, except this one was true. While at work a guy began to hit on her. At one point she tells me he reached for her shoulder, pressing his arm into her incredible breasts. The flirting continued and before it was said and done there was teasing about dinner and this man wrapping my wife up in a hug.
The emotions that course through me at hearing that are incredible and varied. In an instant the expected feeling of extreme jealousy hits me. Any objection I might have to this playfulness is useless because she can see my penis straining to get hard within the chastity device so she knows the thought turns me on. This is then followed by a flood of humiliation knowing that she knows this turns me on. Every nerve in my body lights up at the thought and all the different warring emotions and thoughts almost become overwhelming. She is becoming better and better at pushing my buttons. With the chastity device and lack of orgasm playing it's part, I am beginning to think she is capable of pushing me to the brink of insanity. What more could a husband ask for in a Wife?
Then she comes along last night with a simple story, no sex involved, except this one was true. While at work a guy began to hit on her. At one point she tells me he reached for her shoulder, pressing his arm into her incredible breasts. The flirting continued and before it was said and done there was teasing about dinner and this man wrapping my wife up in a hug.
The emotions that course through me at hearing that are incredible and varied. In an instant the expected feeling of extreme jealousy hits me. Any objection I might have to this playfulness is useless because she can see my penis straining to get hard within the chastity device so she knows the thought turns me on. This is then followed by a flood of humiliation knowing that she knows this turns me on. Every nerve in my body lights up at the thought and all the different warring emotions and thoughts almost become overwhelming. She is becoming better and better at pushing my buttons. With the chastity device and lack of orgasm playing it's part, I am beginning to think she is capable of pushing me to the brink of insanity. What more could a husband ask for in a Wife?
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
What a Night
Well the previous post was about mostly nothing. This one is a bit different. First, let me mention the weigh in. She lost 3 pounds, which means the time till my next orgasm is now Nov 4th. I lost a single pound for the week, so she rewarded me, and it's that reward that made it quite the night.
When she returned home from work, she got her usual foot massage and time to relax. After that it was bed time or so I thought. She rolled over into my arms and began to softly stroke my testicles trapped by the chastity device and while doing that she began whispering in my ear. "Could you imagine lying next to me like this, your cock bound up in a chastity device while I lie hear and spread my legs and have another man fucking me. You are forced to just lie there and listen to my moans of pleasure as his cock strokes in and out of me. Your not able to get an erection, to stroke yourself or anything else. Just watch and listen as I'm fucked until I orgasm. Then I get the pleasure of watching you open your mouth as he presses his cock to your mouth, making you clean his wet cock off, followed by eating his cum out of my pussy. Now instead of another man, imagine it a woman."
Now we have never actually done anything like that, but listening to her talk in my already very aroused and frustrated state had me almost climbing the walls. Little did I know she had more to follow. She reached into her nightstand and removed her vibrator than looked at me and told me to go get two of our dildos. A small one and the much larger one. I complied with this request not knowing what she had planned.
As I climb back into bed with her, she looks at me and says, "Now fuck your ass with the small one". My heart almost stops. Though she has used a dildo on me before, having her watch me do it to myself is something I find very humiliating. That of course doesn't mean I don't do it. I ease it into me and then began to stroke it in and out while she turns on her vibrator and begins to enjoy herself while watching me. It doesn't take long for her to reach her first orgasm and soon after she looks into my eyes and whispers, "now the big one". I moan at the thought of having to have her watch me work that into myself. I lube it up and then place it at my opening and begin to slowly apply pressure. It takes several minutes before I have it inside of me.
She continues using the vibrator on herself and watching me as I begin to fuck myself with the larger of the two. As I get use to it, I begin to stroke faster and the pressure on my prostrate soon has me on the verge of milking my semen out of me. Over and over I get close to that only to have it slip away. The closer I get, the more I begin to moan and cry from the torment of wanting to cum and at the same time she is intently watching me as she brings herself to multiple orgasms. Thirty minutes later we are both lying there breathless. Her, well satisfied, me more frustrated than ever. She never looked so beautiful.
It did not take long for her to be wrapped back up in my arms and quickly found herself sleeping as I lay there both very content and very horny and frustrated. All in all a perfect night.
When she returned home from work, she got her usual foot massage and time to relax. After that it was bed time or so I thought. She rolled over into my arms and began to softly stroke my testicles trapped by the chastity device and while doing that she began whispering in my ear. "Could you imagine lying next to me like this, your cock bound up in a chastity device while I lie hear and spread my legs and have another man fucking me. You are forced to just lie there and listen to my moans of pleasure as his cock strokes in and out of me. Your not able to get an erection, to stroke yourself or anything else. Just watch and listen as I'm fucked until I orgasm. Then I get the pleasure of watching you open your mouth as he presses his cock to your mouth, making you clean his wet cock off, followed by eating his cum out of my pussy. Now instead of another man, imagine it a woman."
Now we have never actually done anything like that, but listening to her talk in my already very aroused and frustrated state had me almost climbing the walls. Little did I know she had more to follow. She reached into her nightstand and removed her vibrator than looked at me and told me to go get two of our dildos. A small one and the much larger one. I complied with this request not knowing what she had planned.
As I climb back into bed with her, she looks at me and says, "Now fuck your ass with the small one". My heart almost stops. Though she has used a dildo on me before, having her watch me do it to myself is something I find very humiliating. That of course doesn't mean I don't do it. I ease it into me and then began to stroke it in and out while she turns on her vibrator and begins to enjoy herself while watching me. It doesn't take long for her to reach her first orgasm and soon after she looks into my eyes and whispers, "now the big one". I moan at the thought of having to have her watch me work that into myself. I lube it up and then place it at my opening and begin to slowly apply pressure. It takes several minutes before I have it inside of me.
She continues using the vibrator on herself and watching me as I begin to fuck myself with the larger of the two. As I get use to it, I begin to stroke faster and the pressure on my prostrate soon has me on the verge of milking my semen out of me. Over and over I get close to that only to have it slip away. The closer I get, the more I begin to moan and cry from the torment of wanting to cum and at the same time she is intently watching me as she brings herself to multiple orgasms. Thirty minutes later we are both lying there breathless. Her, well satisfied, me more frustrated than ever. She never looked so beautiful.
It did not take long for her to be wrapped back up in my arms and quickly found herself sleeping as I lay there both very content and very horny and frustrated. All in all a perfect night.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Nothing New
I know it's been a few days since my last post, but I haven't given up or been too lazy to post. Honestly, there just hasn't been anything to really talk about. I've now reached twelve days since my last orgasm which is the longest yet and of course with the weight game going on it's going to be much longer than that I'm afraid.
Twelve days, and the sexual frustration level is really starting to affect me I think. Release is about all I can think about at times. I can only imagine that is going to continue to become worse and worse as well. Frustration of many different kinds seems to be the order of the day.
Hope to have more to post soon, and I'll have to post the results of tomorrow weigh in as well. Until then......
Twelve days, and the sexual frustration level is really starting to affect me I think. Release is about all I can think about at times. I can only imagine that is going to continue to become worse and worse as well. Frustration of many different kinds seems to be the order of the day.
Hope to have more to post soon, and I'll have to post the results of tomorrow weigh in as well. Until then......
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Submissiveness
I don't know if it's the lack of orgasm (today will be day 10), the teasing, being back in my cage, or a combination of all of that, but yesterday and into today, I have found myself reaching a very submissive place within my own head.
I find myself constantly thinking about just being allowed to curl up at Her feet. On the one hand I have a strong desire to cum, but on the other, my thoughts amazingly have nothing to do with sex. My thoughts are very focused on Her and how I can please Her, serve Her, or anything else She might need.
It has actually been fairly emotional for me which I have found to be really strange or at least unexpected. The one take away I from these thoughts and emotions are; there is no place I'd rather be.
I find myself constantly thinking about just being allowed to curl up at Her feet. On the one hand I have a strong desire to cum, but on the other, my thoughts amazingly have nothing to do with sex. My thoughts are very focused on Her and how I can please Her, serve Her, or anything else She might need.
It has actually been fairly emotional for me which I have found to be really strange or at least unexpected. The one take away I from these thoughts and emotions are; there is no place I'd rather be.
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