It's Raining.....Gold?

I received my weight loss reward for this week and it was a doozy. It started with my lovely wife stripping out of her clothes and telling me that part of my reward would be the chance for me to sleep with her while she was naked. I'm not sure I've mentioned it before, but I'm required to sleep naked while she sleeps in pajamas but on this night I would get the great pleasure of curling my naked body up against hers. What man doesn't want the chance to do that, especially with a beautiful woman? With that said though, she wasn't done. Her next instruction was to put a towel down on the floor and lie down.

I had an idea what was coming next, but I knew for sure when she stood over me, began to spread her gorgeous pussy lips open and a moment later the splash of her golden nectar was upon me. This was not my first golden shower from her, we had done it a few times years ago, but this was the first time since starting down this Wife led marriage road. There are very few things which I've personally discovered that pushes me into so called "subspace" then when I experience this. The warmth, the taste, and knowing what it is pushes me very deep into that submissive place and can hold me there for days.

After a quick clean up, the night ended up with me being allowed to lick my Queen's pussy and then through the use of a strap-on double penetrate her, with the dildo in her bottom, and my penis in her pussy. Another magical night, of course it ended with no orgasm for myself. She without a doubt can push all the right buttons with me.

Speaking of no orgasm, it's a month today since my last. A month. Wow, I can't remember the last time I went more than a week and here I am at a month. She continues to tease me and edge me often, and it's taking less and less to get me to that edge. I in fact experienced something the other night which was a first.

She was edging me over and over for over thirty minutes. During that time, I actually began to dread when she wrapped her hand around me again because I knew how it would end. I knew I would be left frustrated and humping thin air. I've never dreaded her touch before. Over and over she did it and over and over I dreaded what was coming (or not coming as the case may be) and yet couldn't bear the thought of her stopping either. Now this is what I call a mind fuck!

With all that said, a month of chastity has been worth every minute of it if it pleases Her. Every tease, every denial, every chore, every supper cooked, every foot massage...all worth it for Her. I love her that much and with each passing day that loves seems to go as deep as my submission to Her.

What a Night

Well the previous post was about mostly nothing.  This one is a bit different.  First, let me mention the weigh in.  She lost 3 pounds, which means the time till my next orgasm is now Nov 4th.  I lost a single pound for the week, so she rewarded me, and it's that reward that made it quite the night.

When she returned home from work, she got her usual foot massage and time to relax.  After that it was bed time or so I thought.  She rolled over into my arms and began to softly stroke my testicles trapped by the chastity device and while doing that she began whispering in my ear.  "Could you imagine lying next to me like this, your cock bound up in a chastity device while I lie hear and spread my legs and have another man fucking me.  You are forced to just lie there and listen to my moans of pleasure as his cock strokes in and out of me.  Your not able to get an erection, to stroke yourself or anything else.  Just watch and listen as I'm fucked until I orgasm.  Then I get the pleasure of watching you open your mouth as he presses his cock to your mouth, making you clean his wet cock off, followed by eating his cum out of my pussy.  Now instead of another man, imagine it a woman."

Now we have never actually done anything like that, but listening to her talk in my already very aroused and frustrated state had me almost climbing the walls.  Little did I know she had more to follow.  She reached into her nightstand and removed her vibrator than looked at me and told me to go get two of our dildos.  A small one and the much larger one.  I complied with this request not knowing what she had planned.

As I climb back into bed with her, she looks at me and says, "Now fuck your ass with the small one".  My heart almost stops.  Though she has used a dildo on me before, having her watch me do it to myself is something I find very humiliating.  That of course doesn't mean I don't do it.  I ease it into me and then began to stroke it in and out while she turns on her vibrator and begins to enjoy herself while watching me.  It doesn't take long for her to reach her first orgasm and soon after she looks into my eyes and whispers, "now the big one".  I moan at the thought of having to have her watch me work that into myself.  I lube it up and then place it at my opening and begin to slowly apply pressure.  It takes several minutes before I have it inside of me.

She continues using the vibrator on herself and watching me as I begin to fuck myself with the larger of the two.  As I get use to it, I begin to stroke faster and the pressure on my prostrate soon has me on the verge of milking my semen out of me.  Over and over I get close to that only to have it slip away.  The closer I get, the more I begin to moan and cry from the torment of wanting to cum and at the same time she is intently watching me as she brings herself to multiple orgasms.  Thirty minutes later we are both lying there breathless.  Her, well satisfied, me more frustrated than ever.  She never looked so beautiful.

It did not take long for her to be wrapped back up in my arms and quickly found herself sleeping as I lay there both very content and very horny and frustrated.  All in all a perfect night.

Almost Begging

When my lovely Queen came home from work late last night I prepared Her dinner and gave her time to eat and relax before I started my nightly ritual of massaging Her feet and lathering them up with lotion.  She spends her entire day, sometimes 14-16 hours a day on her feet so She really deserves and needs these foot massages and I happily give them to Her.

After completing the massage for Her beautiful feet it was bed time and I crawled up into bed with Her.  She however wasn't quite ready for sleep.  She decided it was time for some very intense teasing.  When I first locked my penis into the CB6000s one of my many thoughts were that the days of simply "teasing" me were over.  Little did I know that I was completely wrong and even caged up, She has ways of teasing me.  And She's very good at it.

Last night was the worst of it I think.  It is the first time She has brought me to the point of wanting to beg to be released from the chastity device.  I moaned, groaned, whimpered, almost cried, and almost begged for it.  It wasn't simply the desire to cum that brought me there.  It was just the longing to feel an erection and to feel Her magical touch on me.  It's the first time I HATED the device.  I wanted it off.  I wanted to smash it into a million pieces.  I wanted Her touch.

I didn't beg though.  Not yet at least.  Though I'm afraid it's coming.  The whimpering and groaning and of course the subtle humping of thin air are all causes of enough humiliation.  Finding myself to the point I actually begged would be almost more humiliation than I could stand I'm afraid.

Reading back through what I just wrote my thoughts sound selfish.  I guess in a way it is, but there were other thoughts as well.  The thought that was forefront in my mind, even more than wanting to be out of the cage was to sexually please Her.  I'd have in an instant given up any thought of myself to be able to sexually satisfy Her in any way She needed.  Even as I write this, my desire to know She is satisfied overpowers any of my own selfish thoughts.  I would gladly humiliate myself by begging Her to allow me to help Her orgasm in some way.  In anyway She desired.  I'm almost begging to do that as I type.....