It's Raining.....Gold?

I received my weight loss reward for this week and it was a doozy. It started with my lovely wife stripping out of her clothes and telling me that part of my reward would be the chance for me to sleep with her while she was naked. I'm not sure I've mentioned it before, but I'm required to sleep naked while she sleeps in pajamas but on this night I would get the great pleasure of curling my naked body up against hers. What man doesn't want the chance to do that, especially with a beautiful woman? With that said though, she wasn't done. Her next instruction was to put a towel down on the floor and lie down.

I had an idea what was coming next, but I knew for sure when she stood over me, began to spread her gorgeous pussy lips open and a moment later the splash of her golden nectar was upon me. This was not my first golden shower from her, we had done it a few times years ago, but this was the first time since starting down this Wife led marriage road. There are very few things which I've personally discovered that pushes me into so called "subspace" then when I experience this. The warmth, the taste, and knowing what it is pushes me very deep into that submissive place and can hold me there for days.

After a quick clean up, the night ended up with me being allowed to lick my Queen's pussy and then through the use of a strap-on double penetrate her, with the dildo in her bottom, and my penis in her pussy. Another magical night, of course it ended with no orgasm for myself. She without a doubt can push all the right buttons with me.

Speaking of no orgasm, it's a month today since my last. A month. Wow, I can't remember the last time I went more than a week and here I am at a month. She continues to tease me and edge me often, and it's taking less and less to get me to that edge. I in fact experienced something the other night which was a first.

She was edging me over and over for over thirty minutes. During that time, I actually began to dread when she wrapped her hand around me again because I knew how it would end. I knew I would be left frustrated and humping thin air. I've never dreaded her touch before. Over and over she did it and over and over I dreaded what was coming (or not coming as the case may be) and yet couldn't bear the thought of her stopping either. Now this is what I call a mind fuck!

With all that said, a month of chastity has been worth every minute of it if it pleases Her. Every tease, every denial, every chore, every supper cooked, every foot massage...all worth it for Her. I love her that much and with each passing day that loves seems to go as deep as my submission to Her.

Heaven

Eighteen days since my last full orgasm.  It's been eighteen days, but last night I got a taste of Heaven.  She removed my cage and spent a some time softly teasing me while she watched television.  It felt so damn good to be out of that device and to feel her hand on my penis as she stroked it and it could actually get hard.  Though not as hard as you'd expect (more on that in a minute).   After the teasing and her show was over, she removed her clothes, and laid next to me and then took me into her mouth.  God did that feel so good.  But it wasn't Heaven.  That was coming next Heaven that is, not me.  After expertly sucking me and bringing me right to the edge, she stopped and climbed up my body and straddled me.  Heaven, for the first time in well over a month, I felt the heat of her pussy on my penis.  Heaven as it slowly slid inside her.  I swore I heard angels sing when she finally sank all the way down onto me.  Heaven.

It only took a few strokes of her very wet and hot pussy to bring me right to the point of no return.  She stopped.  I don't know how she timed it so close.  Over and over she rode me like that.  Though it felt like Heaven there was a touch of Hell as she stopped each time I got close.  I'd take that Hell any day for the chance to feel her wrapped around me like that.  Heaven.

After the Heaven and Hell ride of my life, she slid off of me and told me it was time to worship her pussy with my tongue.  Though I really hated to feel the warmth and wetness of her leave my penis, there is absolutely nothing I love more than to get the chance to taste her and pleasure her with my mouth.  She tastes absolutely wonderful and I cherish every chance I get to taste her and please her. 

Tonight she wouldn't orgasm from my tongue.  Tonight she wanted something else.  Occasionally she gets the urge to have me take her anally while she uses her vibrator on her clit.  Tonight was one of those nights.  A condom, some lubrication, and I was working myself into her.  Once I was in her it literally only took her a minute to explode with a very powerful orgasm.  There is nothing like listening to her when she orgasms.  I absolutely love it.  Luckily for me it only took a minute because there was no way I could have lasted more than that inside of her.  I struggled mightily not to cum as it was.  And with that, our play for the night swiftly came to an end.  There was some discussions we had during all of that which is something that has been talked about off and on during the week.  I think I'll save that for another post.

Now, I mentioned at the top of the post about not being as hard as expected.  I say that because well, I'm not getting as hard as I normally do when that aroused.  I don't know exactly what's going on.  I'm thinking maybe it's the extended time caged up and my mind isn't letting me get the raging erection I normally do or what.  A little worrisome from my point of view.  With that said though, I'm getting hard enough, it's just not as hard as I was used to before this all began.  Interesting to say the least.  I'll have to do some reading to see if others have experienced that.  And with that, I'll come to a close. Later all........

Sweet Release

The title should say it all. After eleven days of denial my sweet Queen allowed me to release Of course there was lots of teasing leading up to that release.

The teasing started with something we saw once again on another blog (We really need to stop reading other blogs, at least for my own sanity!). She started by wrapping my cock in electrical tape. It was just the shaft, but after getting it wrapped, she placed three condoms over my cock.

After mummifying me, She allowed me to climb between her legs and enter Her. I began stroking my cock in and out of Her sweet pussy. Her moans of pleasure were much louder than my whimpers of frustration as my wrapped cock could not feel anything as it moved in and out of Her

For once, She did not have to worry about any stamina issues with me. Stroke after stroke, her moans and gasps growing in intensity until Her own orgasm exploded. It was wonderful to see and hear Her. Magical.

After catching Her breath and basking in the afterglow of Her own pleasure, She instructed me to get one of our butt plugs. Moments later, She presses the plug into my ass, spreading me open as she pushes it all the way in.

After adjusting to the plug, She begins to stroke my cock with Her hand. Teasingly slow at first. Pinching my testicles and the head of my cock. Gradually Her hand begins to speed up and within moments my pent up need to orgasm reaches a peak. She stops. Over and over again She edges me until unexpectedly She whispers "cum for me boy" and with that, my own orgasm erupts. Eleven days of frustration released. Sweet, sweet release. Thank you my beautiful Wife It was a wonderful night.

Next up, we start the weight loss games. I'm back in my cage and know that I'm already facing many days of chastity. Many more days than the eleven I just suffered through. Wish me luck.

Almost Begging

When my lovely Queen came home from work late last night I prepared Her dinner and gave her time to eat and relax before I started my nightly ritual of massaging Her feet and lathering them up with lotion.  She spends her entire day, sometimes 14-16 hours a day on her feet so She really deserves and needs these foot massages and I happily give them to Her.

After completing the massage for Her beautiful feet it was bed time and I crawled up into bed with Her.  She however wasn't quite ready for sleep.  She decided it was time for some very intense teasing.  When I first locked my penis into the CB6000s one of my many thoughts were that the days of simply "teasing" me were over.  Little did I know that I was completely wrong and even caged up, She has ways of teasing me.  And She's very good at it.

Last night was the worst of it I think.  It is the first time She has brought me to the point of wanting to beg to be released from the chastity device.  I moaned, groaned, whimpered, almost cried, and almost begged for it.  It wasn't simply the desire to cum that brought me there.  It was just the longing to feel an erection and to feel Her magical touch on me.  It's the first time I HATED the device.  I wanted it off.  I wanted to smash it into a million pieces.  I wanted Her touch.

I didn't beg though.  Not yet at least.  Though I'm afraid it's coming.  The whimpering and groaning and of course the subtle humping of thin air are all causes of enough humiliation.  Finding myself to the point I actually begged would be almost more humiliation than I could stand I'm afraid.

Reading back through what I just wrote my thoughts sound selfish.  I guess in a way it is, but there were other thoughts as well.  The thought that was forefront in my mind, even more than wanting to be out of the cage was to sexually please Her.  I'd have in an instant given up any thought of myself to be able to sexually satisfy Her in any way She needed.  Even as I write this, my desire to know She is satisfied overpowers any of my own selfish thoughts.  I would gladly humiliate myself by begging Her to allow me to help Her orgasm in some way.  In anyway She desired.  I'm almost begging to do that as I type.....

Intense

Yesterday was the 9th day without an orgasm for me.  It was also hands down the most frustrating and intense day to date.  I think it might have had to with all the teasing the night before without release, but the entire day my cock pulsated.  Not just occasionally but every couple of minutes.  It was frustrating, tantalizing, pleasurable, and even a bit humiliating to not have any control over it. 

By the end of the work day I was to the point I literally did not think I could go another day with this whole chastity thing and thought I was going to beg Her to unlock me and put a stop to it.  I was literally going out of my mind.  I don't know why or how, but at some point, late into the evening, I found control again.  The pulsing never stopped but the impending feeling of misery and doom faded away and I found myself back into a state in which I could tolerate the thought of remaining chaste another day.

Today I continue to have that control back.  I'm afraid though it won't last.  I had very little interaction with my Wife yesterday because She had to work well into the wee hours of the morning.  I'm terrified though of her having an evening to torture me, I mean ummm love on me that I will find myself right back to the point of thinking I might be better off dead than not being allowed to cum.  I guess we will know sooner than later.

Other than that one terrible day I do find myself getting more use to the idea and have reached a point where the CB6000s is now for the most part forgotten except for the occasion pinch or pull during the day.  Sleeping in it is still something I haven't mastered as I use to be a stomach sleeper.  I now find that I will quickly need to learn to sleep on my side or back, or go without sleep.

With that said, I think I'm done here for now.  I do have more to write but think I will wait until tomorrow.  There is something new afoot starting this weekend that may eventually prove to be my undoing.  Until then......